“Why is this so hard?”

"Why is this so hard? 'I whispered.

I Realized how truly hard it was, really,

  to see someone i love change right before your eyes.

Not only is it scary, ...

I keep myself busy with the Things I do. But every time I pause,
  I still think of you.

I loved you once, I love you still,

I Avoid you .. do not tell the truth ..

i can see your eyes me.really hate hate me ..

I'm so sorry ..
its hard ..
I do not want to interfere with our friendship. better this way.
but i know .. its hurt .. i can feel it ..

i hope u can move on and seach another woman .. :)








_ShantiMagdalenaOctavia_
14/4/14