Home?

I know I'm really lucky to do what I do, but sometimes with the hours and the travelling, 
I don't get to see my family and friends as much as I'd like. It can be lonely on the road. 
I do this acting thing mostly for myself. 
I like to make a connection and communicate with the audience to make myself feel less lonely.
 I also do it to develop my own character, so sometimes I do it to just be away in a certain area that I've never been to. But mostly, the story has to do something for me. 
At that time, I feel sad, and I feel no one knows how hard I work and how many tears. 

Sometimes,

I Just thingking : where's my *"home?"

When everyone goes "home" , i am  stuck with Myself. 


At the end of the day, 
I know that I would rather be alone and occasionally lonely and unhappy than in a miserable marriage and lonely and unhappy all the time. 







I don't mind being single. 


In fact, I like it. 

_SMO_

Note :
*What is home? My favorite definition is "a safe place," a place where one is free from attack, a place where one experiences secure relationships and affirmation. It's a place where people share and understand each other. Its relationships are nurturing. The people in it do not need to be perfect; instead, they need to be honest, loving, supportive, recognizing a common humanity that makes all of us vulnerable.”